[Which saying out loud doesn't help. It makes him miss Deckerd, too.]
Gunmax. [It comes out much sharper than he means for it to, because he has been stressed. He's been stressed, and Gunmax has been stressed, and of the two of them he knows Gunmax has had it worse but he still...can't...deal with the idea of Gunmax keeping away from him. It hurt.] I was afraid something might happen to you...
[He stops, and shakes his head, clamping down that emotion tightly. Seia had been the one to teach him that it was not bad, but Seia was not here now. And to think...to think he'd been jealous that Gunmax had Todou to spend time with, because he saw how that had turned out, and he's beginning to think Seia and Kagerou were wrong.]
Yes. Yes, I want to meet up with you. I found something for you, and I received the package you left, and...thank you. For leaving that.
VIDEO;
[Which saying out loud doesn't help. It makes him miss Deckerd, too.]
Gunmax. [It comes out much sharper than he means for it to, because he has been stressed. He's been stressed, and Gunmax has been stressed, and of the two of them he knows Gunmax has had it worse but he still...can't...deal with the idea of Gunmax keeping away from him. It hurt.] I was afraid something might happen to you...
[He stops, and shakes his head, clamping down that emotion tightly. Seia had been the one to teach him that it was not bad, but Seia was not here now. And to think...to think he'd been jealous that Gunmax had Todou to spend time with, because he saw how that had turned out, and he's beginning to think Seia and Kagerou were wrong.]
Yes. Yes, I want to meet up with you. I found something for you, and I received the package you left, and...thank you. For leaving that.
I just...
[His lips press tightly together.]
I would rather seen you.
Where are you staying?