Naw, in fact, didn't find much of anything out there. I don't know if I would call it 'dead' out there, but really not comfy for an organic like me, or at least that's how I felt.

I'm trying, hardest part is finding enough things to distract myself with.

[You probably don't even realize it but she is being remarkably open with you about this. She doesn't even get why she is, there is just something that makes her feel, not as alone in having to wait and hope, when it comes to this, when she's talking to you.]