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re_alignment2012-12-05 10:13 pm
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[Audio: Locked to the Brave Police minus Yuuta] [back dated a few days]
I... I don't know why but..
it feels wrong...
it feels like...
like the hamlin wave again...
please I don't...
I don't want to...
I
I'm afraid I will do terrible things
again
I don't want to.
Please, stop me.
I... if you must
Kill me
Do it
I'd rather die then go back.
it feels wrong...
it feels like...
like the hamlin wave again...
please I don't...
I don't want to...
I
I'm afraid I will do terrible things
again
I don't want to.
Please, stop me.
I... if you must
Kill me
Do it
I'd rather die then go back.
audio;
It's...
I feel like...
doing terrible things...
but I don't want to
I... like it's forcing me...
audio;
Stay calm. No one... nothing's going to happen.
audio;
I don't want to be bad again.
I just...
want to live.
audio;
[Because he understands, so keenly, that desire. That was all he ever wanted, for himself.]
You will -- I said I would help you. That was my promise.
I won't break another promise.
audio;
What should I do?
When I don't feel like... doing terrible things...
there is this calling
I feel restless...
I want to go out
Away... somewhere...
I don't really understand it.
audio;
[Since that's where everyone says the voices come from.]
It's got to be safer, the further from them we go. There are mountains -- quiet places.
Far away.
audio;
You...
will go with me?
[Part of him was happy to hear he wouldn't be alone, but part of him was afraid of what could happen somewhere remote, all alone with Kagerou with the strange, destructive urges he had been having.]
audio;
... All you want is to live. Am I right?
audio;
but I'm afraid...
This... this thing... it keeps getting stronger.
audio;
Where are you? We'll go away. I'll take you somewhere safe.
audio;
I don't like this
I don't know why I keep ending up out here
I'm scared.
audio;
I'm coming. No one is going to kill you.
audio;
I'll try to stay where I am.
audio;
And then... then we'll go somewhere you can live... live to your heart's content.
audio;
audio;
[And, true to his word, he'll be there in less than a minute.]
action?
Are you sure this will...
fix it?
action
[But, no. It won't. It can't. Someone who only wants to live --]
I'm not.
But I want to try. Isn't that better than simply standing here, waiting to die? If you want to live... you fight for it.
As... I did.
action
[He cocks his head.]
I'm not sure how much flying I can do... my fuel is starting to get low. Unless there is somewhere to get more.
action
[He shakes his head though.]
There's a quiet place. Not far away. We can... we'll figure your fuel problem out when we get there. Come on.
action
[That would be a no there Kagerou.]
Okay.
[He starts to follow the other, clearly fighting against what ever it is that is messing with his mind.]
action
[He'll fly slowly, so as to make sure the bigger AI can keep up with him. But they head in the direction of Trion's temple.]
[Rung told him it was peaceful there. And... he figures the Autobot would know.]
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[He may not be overly conversational yet, but he had been watching the link, and noticed enough people mention those without glyphs in a negative way.
He tries not to walk too slowly, fortunately his stride is pretty long, so he doesn't seem to be having trouble moving at a considerable pace.
He trusts Kagerou, no matter where the ninja was leading him he would follow. He felt that he could trust the ninja with his life and be safe.]
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[... just because he was only a prototype doesn't mean he should be killed ... ]
[This is hitting too close to home. Maybe that's the reason he can't leave this alone. Why he's taking such a risk.]
[He was never allowed to live. Someone should be.]
It isn't far. Keep moving.
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[He shrugs lightly. He wants to live, yes, but to him he has already gotten more than he figured he would have. And he felt so awkward and out of place that he wasn't sure anyone wanted him pestering them for some way to burn other fuels here.]
Okay.
[He tries to shake off the feeling of being more twitchy, perhaps enraged, about everything, as they move closer to the First Forged's home.]
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