re_alignment | AUDIO;

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brave police: j-decker | gunmax

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Oh, how it seemed so quickly that Christmas came and went. A darn shame, too! But, I can't complain. We had a White Christmas after all. How nice.

But look at where we are now! New Year's Eve is here already. Or at least that means something to us Earth folk; I have no idea how long a Cybertronian year is for you Autobots and Decepticons and whatever else. More importantly! New Year's! Celebration time.

This means fireworks again. I need 'em. Whoever has any, lemme know.

Later, baby!

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Self esteem. I think that's a myth.

[He just looks confused.]

Why would you...? You're all... [Alive, he wants to say. More alive than he is.] He did? How -- he wasn't supposed to have...

[He looks away.]

How could they not expect much of someone like him? Someone... like you?

[Congratulations, it's a compliment.]

And you think I've made something of myself?

I don't think so, because some people have it. Though some might call it an ego.

[Like Gunmax. D'oh ho ho.]

Because in the eyes of most humans on Earth, we're just robots. Expendable. Boss, Commissioner Saejima, and... Chief. [It hurts to bring him up, but he will.] They see or saw us as alive.

I think you're probably more alive now than you ever were, Kagerou. How many friends do you have now that you care about?

I know I don't have one of those.

[His mouth slipped. Shut up.]

They see you as alive. Then... why did they want to erase me? I can only think it means you have something I don't.

I... many more than I thought I ever would. And... Kay.

I could tell.

Boss never wanted that of you, far as I know. Commissioner and Chief? Didn't always see us as alive. Saw you as a tool at the time, I'm guessing. But I have a lot of things you don't -- not something that makes you any less alive than me.

Yeah, that's what I thought.

... "At the time". Are you trying to imply something changed?

You have confidence. That self-esteem. To me... I think it seems as if you are more alive. But -- as you say. I don't know anything.

You think having Kay makes me something more than I was?

Things are always changing, Kagebird. Something did for them. Dunno when, maybe it was sometime after working with us for so long.

Eh, just a difference in personality, I think. I guess you could say I was "raised" this way.

I think it does. Even though I try, we can't live alone. We just can't.

... Then that's good. It's better that way -- those who created and command you, command him, they know to treat you well. All of you.

Raised?

Is that why you came back here? Even though you told me you'd quit?

Too bad they aren't here, or they're dead. Life sure is a blast.

Grew. I developed that way. I wasn't built this way, you know. I jut kinda grew into who I am now.

...Yeah, pretty much. McCrane made me promise to come back when I was ready. I'm not ready now, but I know I can't live alone, try as I might.

I'm sorry. I... doubt it's what you want to hear. But I feel I have to say it. Say something, regardless.

You... changed? From what you were originally?

Mm. [And he looks away again.] If it's worth anything to you... I would rather you were here. Than elsewhere.

And no. I don't know why.

...Well. Whatever. [He doesn't sound annoyed. It's just an exhausting topic.]

Sure. I changed a lot.

Yeah? Even if I annoy you?

[He'll let it go, then. They're doing all right so far... no sense agitating things.]

... So did he.

Don't ask me to explain it. Maybe I've... gotten used to the irritation. Maybe it's become part of my life.

My memories.

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