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[Blurr will try to keep this short and simple. He made up his mind after talking with McCrane. If he can’t be the mech they need then he shouldn’t be on the way of a more suitable person for the job. Someone, as others pointed out to him, bigger, stronger, and easier to understand.]

This is my formal notification that I am resigning from my position as head of the Police Force. From now all your possible requests and needs will be attended by Ultra Magnus and McCrane.

I have decided that his is the best course of action for everyone and I wish you much success in the future.

[/end of Public message.]

[Locked to Cliffjumper.]

The monsters are gone, we have a trip to make I believe?

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[Even Drill Boy isn't so dense as to not get when something is at least partially related to what he did.]

Blurr I sorry for running away like that. I was upset, but it wasn't the right way to deal with it.

I just really don't do well with being stuck at HQ when the others are out fighting. I was built to add onto Build Tiger, my main job is to protect McCrane, Power Joe and Dumpson, so being stuck inside when any of them could be in danger is too difficult for me.

To me cleaning the cells as punishment isn't fair, I don't do well being stuck in one place for long even without the others in danger.

I guess I'm trying to say, I'm sorry I ran away, but I don't feel wrong for doing what I did.

It's alright Drill Boy. I know you was frustrated. I was worried about you but I realize now that ordering you to stay at the Headquarters maybe wasn't the best way to deal with that.

I cleaned those already, so it doesn't matter. From now you can discuss the organization of the teams with McCrane.

[What is he supposed to say about that last part? You are sorry but you aren't...he chooses not to say anything, instead.]

I'm a bit like you, I need to always be doing things, but I'm different because I can't just do paperwork and have the same thing as being out there and fighting.

And I can't let McCrane die again. Once was bad enough. I don't know if you really understand but... I was built to be an extra armor layer for Build Tiger, McCrane, Power Joe and Dumpson are Build Tiger. What I am when we aren't combined... it's just for ease of size, and because the others part down too. Instead of just making extra armor that would need to be hauled around they made me. I'm an individual but I know what I was built for, I understand my purpose, and I ~~don't hate them for it~~ am happy for it. McCrane, Power Joe and Dumpson, they are so important to me, not being able to protect McCrane before, I felt like my Super A.I. didn't just spark but fried itself. I had failed in my job.

I know you stepped down so this kind of information isn't as important to you now but... just try to understand why I couldn't stay in there.

[Blurr wants to point out that paperwork is important, but he thinks it's better if he doesn't' say anything at all.]Fighting and protecting others is not always about going out and kick aft, Drill Boy. But I get it.

I did not know that you had such function, you never told me that before.

Everything is important to me, Drill Boy.

Edited 2013-02-22 22:55 (UTC)

If you are saying that you don't get it at all.

I don't care about defeating any of them. I just care about protecting the others.

I didn't say anything because I didn't realize it was more than just a general want until McCrane died, after that, when he came back, he was safe so I thought it would all be okay but when I even though that he could be out there, getting hurt, getting killed. My Super A.I. chip felt like it was going to shatter from how bad it was sparking.

It's not that I just wanted to be out there fighting, I couldn't let McCrane die again, I just couldn't. I would have faced being stripped of my title as a police officer to keep him safe.

I talked to McCrane and he also wrote me a few dossiers about Brave Police and how it operated. Autobots bear in mind this sacred principle, that all life is important, and we should do our best to protect it. I do understand, Drill Boy.

We need to work as a team if we really want to help others, to help ourselves. I didn't want anybody to get hurt or killed either and that includes you.

But don't worry, I won't give you orders anymore.

[He's having a hard time texting right now so he switches over to audio, his voice sounding very upset and tired.]

It's not just about any lives, it's about McCrane and Power Joe's lives. When... McCrane died... it was like there was something telling me over and over that I was bad, that I was wrong, because he had died and I hadn't been there to protect him. I hadn't died first. I don't... think they meant for it to be that strong, but just thinking of McCrane dying brought it back. It scared me and I couldn't sit in there and know McCrane could be hurt, or worse.

I'd rather die then lose McCrane again, or Power Joe ever...

You almost sound like a wrecker. [That's not a compliment, exactly. They're almost suicidal.]

When I discovered that Wheeljack died, I thought that as well. And when I found out that Overlord killed so many of us I was at a loss of what to do too.

I... the thing is. I felt bad, but even when I found out Kagerou was dead... it wasn't the same as knowing McCrane was dead.

Losing Deckerd wasn't even like McCrane dying. He is.. he is so very close to me... and now that Power Joe is here, the idea of him dying is just as bad. I feel bad about the others dying but I can't handle the idea of Build Team members dying.

Like a family. [He wishes he had something like that.] You are lucky to have them.

I... Yes, they are my family.

[He doesn't know what else to say right now.]

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