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re_alignment2013-03-02 06:46 pm
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[VIDEO TRANSMISSION: ALPHA TRION'S TEMPLE]
I know most of you here already hate me, those of you that know about my diet even more so.
[He pauses, hesitant for a moment before venting out a sigh.]
I eat power cores. Yes, I'm a cannibal, a vampire, a freak, crazy and whatever else the rest of you call me. Hate the word crazy... I get it, if I don't die from starvation I'll be horribly murdered... Or tortured then murdered - probably that one knowing my luck. I accept that. This is just like back home, not that I expected any different.
So go ahead and say whatever the scrap you want about me, just stop doing it to my face. Please... Not that I expect anyone to listen. Just fragging can't take it anymore. Had enough vorns of this...
[He pauses, hesitant for a moment before venting out a sigh.]
I eat power cores. Yes, I'm a cannibal, a vampire, a freak, crazy and whatever else the rest of you call me. Hate the word crazy... I get it, if I don't die from starvation I'll be horribly murdered... Or tortured then murdered - probably that one knowing my luck. I accept that. This is just like back home, not that I expected any different.
So go ahead and say whatever the scrap you want about me, just stop doing it to my face. Please... Not that I expect anyone to listen. Just fragging can't take it anymore. Had enough vorns of this...
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[And he wouldn't hesitate to make the short trip from his office to Alpha Trion's temple itself, heading inside and finding the room that belongs to Dead End--with the help of an acolyte because he wasn't sure which one it was for sure.
The therapist knocks when he gets there, going back to wringing his hands together out of nervous, worried habit.]
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Rung.
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It doesn't change the fact that he's going to stand by him through all of it.]
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Thanks...
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For what? You don't have to thank me for anything, Dead End.
[He rests a hand on the others cheek, lookin him over a bit.]
What brought this on?
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[Thanking him for being who he was.]
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Just thinking.
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[He promised to be with you through whatever happened and he meant it, Deads.
The therapist nods a bit, not sure what sort of line of thinking brought on a public outing but if the other wanted to tell him he would. He wasn't Dead End's therapist anymore he was...whatever they were.]
I don't want anything to happen to you because of this. There's no reason for anything to happen to you. Everyone's overreacting.
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[The last thing he wants is to lose control and kill Rung.]
My diet was going to get me killed anyway, this hasn't changed anything. It's fine Rung, I'm used to these kind of reactions.
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[He steps a bit closer, leaning up to kiss the other softly.]
No one is going to hurt you. They're welcome to try but they won't succeed.
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And what if something does happen? If I can't control myself.
... I don't want you getting hurt for me. If anyone tries, you're not getting hurt for me.
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[beause to Rung that's what it'd be.
The fact that the other doesn't return the kiss makes his spark ache, just a bit, optics dimming with a tinge of sadness.]
Why is it hat you can get hurt but I can't? I'm not letting anyone harm you, Dead End, and if they're stupid to try and hurt me to get to you then the consequences are no ones fault but their own.
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I'm used to getting hurt, it wouldn't be anything new. And you don't deserve that, I don't like seeing you injured. Especially not when it's my fault.
[Like when the bugs mauled him.]
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[Hus vents cycle softly.]
As far as I'm concerned, we're in this together no matter what.
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[He tilts his head down to rest against Rung's neck. He doesn't want to be the reason Rung gets hurt again, should anything happen.]
You need to be able to defend yourself against me as well.
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Protect myself from you how exactly? I don't want to hurt you, Dead End.
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[Honestly he doesn't have much of an idea as to Rung could protect himself if he ever tried to eat the therapist. Well, aside from killing him if Rung actually had the strength to do it. But Rung didn't seem to want that and he'd rather not die either.]
Maybe I shouldn't take energy from you anymore.
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[He shakes his head, very against that idea.]
I'm not going to let you starve.
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[He nuzzles the other again, pressing a kiss to his helm afterwards.]
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