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[So this is what it feels like to be alive.
As a doll, Four's interaction with the world is muted, dulled because he has no nerves or living bits that allow him to truly feel things. But now? He can feel the bed he's sitting on, and he can actually feel temperature! He carefully inspects his fingers and wiggles his toes. Wow! It feels so strange to have lungs and other sorts of organs!
A glance in a mirror causes him to do a double take though. Four has never truly attached gender to himself, so therefore has never been bothered with thinking about it. Imagine his surprise when he sees a clearly female face staring back. Further inspection says that yes, he is indeed a girl. What does this mean?
Anyway, Four is definitely announcing this. He excitedly turns on his device and waves out at the network. Look at him! He's a human and a girl, this is a very odd day but it's exciting. That idea that his human body is capable of speech never occurs to him.]
I'm human!
I want to know what food is like! And water. And wind!
Can someone show me what it's like to be alive?
As a doll, Four's interaction with the world is muted, dulled because he has no nerves or living bits that allow him to truly feel things. But now? He can feel the bed he's sitting on, and he can actually feel temperature! He carefully inspects his fingers and wiggles his toes. Wow! It feels so strange to have lungs and other sorts of organs!
A glance in a mirror causes him to do a double take though. Four has never truly attached gender to himself, so therefore has never been bothered with thinking about it. Imagine his surprise when he sees a clearly female face staring back. Further inspection says that yes, he is indeed a girl. What does this mean?
Anyway, Four is definitely announcing this. He excitedly turns on his device and waves out at the network. Look at him! He's a human and a girl, this is a very odd day but it's exciting. That idea that his human body is capable of speech never occurs to him.]
I'm human!
I want to know what food is like! And water. And wind!
Can someone show me what it's like to be alive?
[Video]
Eat all the food! Explore life! Get your head stuck in a bucket and wonder how it even got there in the furst place! That is the essence of youth!
[Text]
Do you want to experience life with me?
I really want to know what food is like!
[Video]
He gasps at the invitation.]
You betcha! Your first food's gotta be the best food. Trust me, I'm the snack expert.
[Video]
Maybe hide and seek!
And Candy! I hear candy is good.
[Video]
And games! Yosuke never wants to play hide and seek with me. Then again, he's never been really good at it... Sometimes I'll be waiting for hours!
[text]
Let's play now! And later we can go to the Hub for some food!
Or we can do food first then play...
[Video]
[He gives a very confident chuckle.]
I told you! I'm the snack expert. I have a whole bunch of goodies in my Teddie stash. I'll just bring some over while we play.
[Text]
[WOW THAT IS SO AMAZING.]
Why don't we meet by the lake? I want to feel the water too!
[Video]
[In fact, he's scrambling right now!]
[Vide -> Action]
[He smiles and turns off her communicator and walks towards the door. Even the feeling of walking is exciting! It's too bad his (her?) communicator was too small to fit him anyway, but he rather likes the idea of walking to Alpha Trion's lake! Good thing it isn't that far away!]
[Action]
Not-so-sadly, he has the ability to hitch a ride on Kitoki-Douji, so it doesn't take him as long as it normally would on foot. Seeing as it's a human's day out, the suit's left back in his room. He's certain he can keep enough snacks in his pockets...
Anyway, to make sure he doesn't spook anyone, he doesn't land exactly near the lake, but rather far enough where it's just a short little walk away. Kintoki-Douji vanishes only mere moments later, like he was never there at all. What's a Kintoki-Douji? The world may never know.]
HEY!!
[He calls out and waves once he feels like he's close enough.]
Let's get this party started!
[...no.]
[Action]
The feeling of the water is wonderful. It's so cold and wet and he loves it!
A shout draws his attention and he stands up to glance around. Oh! There he is! Four waves and runs towards him. It feels so good to be alive! Even something as trivial as running is like a gift he never expected to have.
Talking is still not a thing he considers yet, so he conveys his happiness by giving Teddy a big human hug.]
[Action]
What can he say? He can't say no to girl attention. Even if that girl is just Four.]
Okay okay okay, we gotta lot to do, so I hope you're ready. I never planned anything before, it's kinda exciting!
[Action]
Four let's go and claps his hands together excitedly. Whatever you do Four will do too!]
[Video]
Never thought what wind felt like...
Guess you could say it's like an invisible hand running through you.
[Text]
It's me, 4!
I'm going to experience the wind for myself!
[Video]
[This is surreal on his part.]
What do you mean experience it for yourself?
[Text]
It's nice to feel so close to the world.
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Well, minus a few things. [WAIT TIL YOU HAVE TO USE THE BATHROOM]
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Do you think I can stay like this?
I really want to!
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[He... He needs a drink now.]
Either way, enjoy it. And... Can you not talk still?
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...
Talk?
I... don't know, I haven't tried.
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[video]
Welcome to the world of the living, Four.
[He shrugs]
Being human isn't so hot, though. I'm a little more excited about what I got to change into. More power, less baggage.
[video]
It's nice to go from being something created to something alive! I hope I get to stay this way!
[video]
[He puts his chin in his hand.]
Did you think you would be female?
[Text]
It doesn't feel all that significant though...
I am a doll ordinarily. I only referred to myself as a male because everyone else assumed I was.
Hmm... I need to think about this.
[Text]
Whatever.
[He shrugs.]
I guess I was a girl once, for a little while. It wasn't that big a deal.
[At the time, it certainly was, but from his comfortable, emotionless vantage point, he can't exactly recall why. Nor does he care to.]
[Video]
[ANOTHER GIRL OH GOSH SHE'S REALLY HAPPY LOOK AT HER BOUNCE.]
[Text]
Look, I'm a girl just like you!
I had no idea.
[Video]
How's it feel?
[Text]
It's hard to describe accurately though. A short while ago I was simply a doll infused with a human soul. Now I'm a complex piece of life! It's truly amazing!
Being a human is far better than studying them!
[Video]
...uh. I guess have fun! Let's meet up and I'll show you around, the right way!
[Text]
I'm in Alpha Trion's temple!
Where should we go?
[Video]
Let's meet by the lake then!
[Text]
Thank you Kay!
[Oh boy! She quickly sticks the device in her pocket and takes a glance around. Her home seems so small now, its strange.
But off she goes to the lake! Maybe she'll meet Kay on her way down, who knows.]
[Action]
Kay's rushing out of her room, and almost forgetting that there are OTHER PEOPLE in this temple...she barrels down the hallways. And unfortunately, right into Four. She stumbles back a bit, making a slight oomph as she tries to balance herself out. That...whoopsies.]
S-Sorry!
[Action]
She immediately scrambles to her feet and glances at Kay. Oh gosh she can almost see you eye to eye now! Four blinks with delight and immediately hugs her. It feels so nice to feel another person!]
[Action]
Gosh, you're so pretty, Four!
[Action]
That's a compliment she never expected to get in life. Four blinks uncertainly as she pulls away. Is she really pretty?
But enough with her own uncertainties. Four leans in and takes a very close look at Kay's face. Seeing as she has yet to learn about personal space, she gets into Kay's space rather shamelessly and starts touching Kay's cheeks and touching her hair.
It feels so nice and warm! How fascinating!]
[Action]
Hey! You silly moose, you gotta ask first!
[Action]
Also what's this about silly moose?]
[Action]
[As if to demonstrate, she puts her fingers to the sides of her mouth, making her lips go up and down.]