Chromedome (
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re_alignment2013-11-16 02:27 pm
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Well.
That was certainly an experience. How about we never do that again?
[He foresees many awkward conversations coming his way, so he might as well get them done with as soon as possible. Also the less he talks about how he pretty much snapped out of it while snuggling Prowl, the better.]
[Locked to Rewind]
Hey, you around?
I feel like I could use a bath. Want to go get a bath?
...
I'm sorry.
[Locked to Prowl]
Hey sorry I ran off, but we need to talk.
If that's okay with you.
That was certainly an experience. How about we never do that again?
[He foresees many awkward conversations coming his way, so he might as well get them done with as soon as possible. Also the less he talks about how he pretty much snapped out of it while snuggling Prowl, the better.]
[Locked to Rewind]
Hey, you around?
I feel like I could use a bath. Want to go get a bath?
...
I'm sorry.
[Locked to Prowl]
Hey sorry I ran off, but we need to talk.
If that's okay with you.
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...
It happened, but it doesn't matter.
Nothing's changed on this planet or in our pasts.
We just need to keep moving forward and continue with the operation.
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Anyway, about what I want to tell you...
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I suppose it's an impossible endeavor now.
[Impossible to undo the damage they both endured. But he didn't seem keen on agreeing that it never had a chance. He waits to see what Chromedome was going to add.]
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You're not that Prowl anymore.
[He shakes his head slightly and sighs.]
I'm not going to be your mnemosurgeon anymore. Rewind has seen to that.
[A hand appears in front of the camera and he flexes it, causing the broken needle nubs to show up. He waits for the inevitable explosion.]
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[There was no explosion - not externally, anyway. There's no doubt he was ready to bathe Chromedome in a vitriolic stream of insults to his intelligence for going through with this.]
[No. Instead, his optics seemed to be sucked dry of any empathy that had remained upon reminiscing on their past weeks. There was just a cold glacier staring back.]
You think you can just back out of what we started?
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I'm surprised you give any care for what I think.
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[Some of the anger begins to show through.]
You can't just run away.
[There's no way in hell he was allowing that.]
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Who says this has to be our fight?
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Even if you're too blind-sided by your personal attachments to see what you've just done.
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I'm not going to do this anymore! There's no point!
Find someone else to be your tool Prowl, I'm out.
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And you'll see my 'point' if you're interested in the wellbeing of the others who are now in jeopardy of whatever alternate measure will need to be found.
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[A shiver of fear crawls up his spinal struts and he suddenly wonders what Prowl had wanted to talk to him about.]
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Unless you can correct your mistake.
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You can't-
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[The coldness in his voice is palpable.]
I'll need an answer within three days.
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NO!
I'm not doing it! I couldn't fix my needles even if I wanted to! What, you think I can just tape them back on?
I'm not getting them back Prowl.
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[He gestures towards the glyph.]
Don't tell me you don't know someone who can help you with your injury.
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I refuse.
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Whether or not you care enough about their wellbeing is up for you to decide.
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You know what, I'm not going to fight with you about this anymore. But you know what will happen if I get them back? I'll use them on myself first, and I'll make me forget every moment we spent together. Not just last week either, I mean more than that. All those times I forced you to home because you were so dedicated to your work, and every moment we...
It's not worth keeping those memories anymore. So fine, I'll get my needles back, and I want to be sure I won't regret it.
1/2
[It wasn't something he was particularly used to.]
2/2
That doesn't change my stance on the present.
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[Chromedome erases everything that hurts too much to keep. He knows this about himself, and some part of him wonders what other things he's erased in the past. Thing is, if he's erased it, that means it hurt. He never wants to find out what he's gotten rid of.]
I can't believe I've kept them for as long as I have. Guess I'm just drawn to things that aren't good for me, and you've never been good for me.
...
I'll contact you when I have them fixed, then we can get this whole thing over with.
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[The feed cuts off abruptly.]