Perceptor (
sciencetank) wrote in
re_alignment2014-02-27 10:28 pm
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... Has anyone heard from Smokescreen, of late? He's... been suspiciously silent.
[There's an awkward silence, before his tone suddenly turns brusque. As if brushing off the other words.]
Likely, he's become bored of his studies with me, and is avoiding the work. I'll... simply have to drag him back, if that's the case...
[He trails off, something in that tone failing him.]
That said... I'm in the middle of some very intensive trials. So I would prefer any and all interruptions or visitors to be kept to the bare minimum. Unless you're answering the aforementioned question.
[Translation: I'm working so hard so I don't think about missing people.]
[The feed is then full of that awkward silence until he simply shuts it off.]
[There's an awkward silence, before his tone suddenly turns brusque. As if brushing off the other words.]
Likely, he's become bored of his studies with me, and is avoiding the work. I'll... simply have to drag him back, if that's the case...
[He trails off, something in that tone failing him.]
That said... I'm in the middle of some very intensive trials. So I would prefer any and all interruptions or visitors to be kept to the bare minimum. Unless you're answering the aforementioned question.
[Translation: I'm working so hard so I don't think about missing people.]
[The feed is then full of that awkward silence until he simply shuts it off.]

[Audio;]
[Although from the sound of it, he's going a bit faster than he lets on.]
Probably should show up on time.
[Audio;]
[No, he doesn't sound relieved, that's your imagination.]
[Action;]
In his hands is his Forge, setting it down to lean on the handle.]
How's the search party.
[Action;]
[Defeated.]
... Token, only.
I doubt anyone is truly looking.
[Action;]
He huffs, turning his head to the side at hearing that last part.]
I'll look, if I hafta.
[Action;]
[... Even if he doesn't want to focus on the deepening sense of loss.]
You don't have to.
[I know it's useless.]
[Action;]
[His hand reaches back, hoisting up his Forge, only to set it down as he leans against the wall closest to Perceptor.]
's...what you need.
[Action;]
[Focus. Don't feel.]
I... have utterly no idea what it is I need, to be tiredly frank with you.
[Action;]
Little stability would be nice, for starters.
[There's a halfhearted shrug at that, as if musing to himself.]
You know...just tryin' to help.
[Action;]
[He's stopped typing for the moment, looking down at his hands.]
[Like they're the most interesting thing in the room.]
... But it won't happen, will it? Stability of that sort is utterly improbable. Borderline impossible.
[Action;]
[He pauses for a moment, though, considering.]
Tell ya one thing, though. I'm not goin' anywhere.
[He seems...oddly confident about that.]
[Action;]
[He shakes his head. And before he can really restrain himself--]
You seem oddly confident about that.
[--the words, from the mental sensation, just pop out.]
[Action;]
I am.
[His finger then travels to his shoulder, where his Glyph glows bright, intricately detailed now thanks to Solus.]
Solus promoted me. Guess it makes me...uh..less likely to get called to the Badlands. Like...for good.
[And his eyes cast down, shifting a bit awkwardly.]
Thought you'd wanna know. If it..helps.
[Action;]
[Something... softens in his face. While something else seems to twist.]
I...
[He has utterly no idea how to answer that. He's touched and uncertain and a bit awkward.]
[So his hand just reaches out. Touches the one on Wheeljack's shoulder.]
It... does. It does somewhat.
[Thank you.]
[Action;]
He's stuck here for awhile, and that feeling is kind of grounding.
Loss would happen, definitely, but they wouldn't lose him.]
Well lookit that, I didn't mess up.
[Action;]
[That's a feeling he wouldn't like to feel more often. He feels his fingers curl unwillingly around the Wrecker's, and stay there.]
[He can't lose this. Some days, it feels like the last support left. Something he never thought he'd need so much.]
Nothing blew up, so I don't see why you're so surprised.