Deckard {BP-001} (
thankyou4myheart) wrote in
re_alignment2014-04-06 03:35 pm
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[Video] Post Event
I . . . I want to apologize for everyone I interacted with over the past few weeks. It was behavior unbecoming of a police officer. I believe I was under the influence of . . . something. [He's honestly not sure what, or how.] It was not voluntary, but i-if . . . if anyone feels disciplinary action would be appropriate . . .
[He shakes himself a bit, engine running just a little harder than normal - despite the calm exterior, he's really upset about this.]
If anyone needs me, I'll . . .
I'll be in Alpha Trion's temple, in the libraries.
[not!hiding...]
[He shakes himself a bit, engine running just a little harder than normal - despite the calm exterior, he's really upset about this.]
If anyone needs me, I'll . . .
I'll be in Alpha Trion's temple, in the libraries.
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I. I'm sorry.
[Even if it's foolish to apologize. He doesn't know what to say, beyond that. It still hurts -- maybe even more so now that he's done something to drive the other ninja away.]
[Because he really does blame himself.]
Why would he leave the others like that?
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He just does. A lot of us are that way. [He certainly is . . . he'd hazard a guess that the others got their tendencies to do so from him, even.] If he was affected by those crystals like I was, he probably did or said something he's embarrassed or ashamed of, and he's dealing with it in private. He's always been one of the more private among us when it comes down to it.
If he's gone for much longer, though . . . let me know. I'll help you look for him. McCrane, Gunmax, and Power Joe will help too, I'm sure.
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He didn't. He could never fail me. Not in any way. I will never think that -- not about him.
[He couldn't blame Shadowmaru for anything if he tried.]
It... he said a few things. But I'm not angry with him. I never was...
Thank you.
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I know you would never think that. I’m just stating what his side is, or as I understand it.
I see. Even if you are not angry, if he said things under the influence of those crystals, that's probably why he's tucked himself somewhere now. I'd be willing to bet that's it. [After all, look at him…"tucked away" in Trion's library right now like he is.]
You're welcome. Always.
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Then. I need to find him. Immediately.
We need to talk.
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Yes, you do.
Will you let me know what comes of this?
[It's not that he's nosy, truly. He just worries about his team and wants to know they're okay.]
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Of course.
I hope I don't seem nosy or something. It's just that you're both part of my team. I care about my teammates and what happens to them. To you.
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I do hope that you're able to one day. Because for my part, I promise that won't change.
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