re_alignment | [Video]

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tf: idw | wing

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[Hello Haven. Have a familiar face for at least some of you. Wing has left the temple. It's clear he's got a lot on his mind; this city, what the Acolytes told him, that he's even alive, is a lot to take in. He decides to start with what he knows he'll need.]

Hello. If anyone could tell me of a decent place to stay, I'd really appreciate it.

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Of course. Of course that's how things are...

[He's quiet for so long, it's as if he's not going to respond at all.]

Kagerou.

Kagerou.

I wish I had answers for you, but I have none to give. I hope, though, that you'll give me a chance to get to know you again.

Only to see all of you leave again? To forget again?

What's the point in making new memories if they're so easily erased!

Because starting over is better than hiding away and doing nothing. I cannot live in fear of what I may forget or who I may lose. That's no way to live.

And starting over from nothing, being forgotten time after time, is how to live?

I don't want to forget people, Kagerou, and I don't want to get forgotten. But all I can do is make the choice to go forward form where I am. I can't control these circumstances, only how I respond to them. Starting over from nothing is better than not starting over at all. Life is full of choices, and I choose to move forward from here, to try to reforge friendships I wish I could remember. I hope you'll give me the chance to do that with you.

[Bot! You're breaking his spark here! Clearly his leaving really hurt you, he just wishes he knew hot to fix it.]

I don't want to be forgotten either! But I don't have a choice. Do I?

...

And if we start over. And I'm lost again. Memories are all there are. If they're so easily replaced, so easily erased, even for a living robot...

That's worse than being dead.

...And who's to say I have forgotten? I've not been here more than three hours and yet I've already learned that alternates of people exist. Perhaps I do not remember you because I am not the Wing you knew before. [Dear Primus, that feels so weird to say.]

Honestly, Kagerou, I'm not sure what to make of this place, or what I've learned, all I know is that I was dead and now I'm here. All I can do is move forward. I don't mean to be a source of hurt for you, I can't help that I am.

I hope you'll give me a chance to be a friend to you. Perhaps if the memories were mine spending time with those I once knew will help bring back those memories. I don't know.

Being angry about it will not change how it is. So are you going to continue in anger, let it corrode you inside, or are you going to give me a chance to get to know you?

Alternates. You really believe that's the answer?

I don't know -- I don't know what I'm supposed to feel. I'm angry. It hurts! All of this hurts.

How am I supposed to react?

I don't know what the answer is any more than you do.

I know it hurts, I'm sorry. I wish I could say that fixing things would be easy and quick, but I can't.

I don't blame you for being angry, but being angry at me will not fix this for either of us.

Then what will fix it?

I'm so tired of this! I hoped -- I hoped it would be different! Just once...

If I knew that I'd have done it by now. All I can do is try.

I'm sorry. I can only imagine how hard this must be for you. [that it probably happens often only makes it worse...]

I...

Fine. Fine, then.

I need to -- I should go.

[a small nod.]

I hope to see you sometime, Kagerou. [please...]

I don't... know if you will.

[He...kind of droops a bit.]

Because you're afraid I'll leave again...

Don't live in fear, Kagerou. Fear eats away at people, gnawing at them until they become something they never wanted to be.

Being here as long as I have... fearing you'll lose someone is the only constant you have.

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