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4 ([personal profile] 4_toteachus) wrote in [community profile] re_alignment2012-09-03 10:37 pm
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[Four isn't sure why, but the longer he spends away from home, the harder it is to sleep. Memories of his family, both dead and alive, haunt him until sleeping becomes a near impossibility. He misses them all, though in some weird way he misses the Scientists the most. What would he think of Four's adventures here in a strange world?]

Have you ever missed someone so much that it hurts inside when you think of them? What if this person was someone you have only met once, yet is more a part of you than anyone can hope to be? My home is a sad place, and my family is sad too, but I miss them a lot. I am not used to being alone.

Love and loss are a part of humanity I suppose.

My purpose is to catalogue and eventually understand humanity, and I feel as if the more loss I feel, the closer I come to it, as strange as that is. I am a long way from understanding it however.... so I ask:

What is humanity to you?

What does it mean to love and lose someone?

What is it like to hate?


[Four makes sure not to specify anything in his questions, he wants to see what his answers are.]
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[personal profile] heavymetalgenkigirl 2012-09-04 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
Hey... you asked what it means to love and lose someone?

I... I don't know that he's lost for ever, but the best person I ever isn't here and I-

[She turns a little bit away from the camera, trying to mask as she wipes a tear from her face as grabbing for her phone to show the screen the picture of Bulkhead and Wheeljack.]

He's the big green one.

I think losing him has been... the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. I try to think of the fun things we've done, and the great times we spent together, but sometimes it's hard.
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[personal profile] heavymetalgenkigirl 2012-09-05 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
If you'd asked me that half a year ago, I would have said 'heck yeah it's what makes me human.' but... the Autobots, a lot of the bots here, they feel things too, just like me, or any other human does. So, I don't know, maybe it's what makes the difference between intelligent life or not, more then knowing good and bad, right and wrong.

I would rather hurt, and have the great memories, and know that person, then not at all.
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[personal profile] heavymetalgenkigirl 2012-09-08 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I think humanity is important for anyone who is... self aware?

Knowing those things is kind of the challenge of living.