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re_alignment2012-09-10 08:52 pm
thxforthememories) wrote in re_alignment2012-09-10 08:52 pm
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[Voice] -> [Video]
[Well, this is a new voice. Maybe not for some. But for the most part, this is the kind of voice you'd expect to be all suave and smooth. Like it should be accompanied by saxophone music, or sounding entirely too pleased with itself.]
[Instead? It just sounds downright frantic.]
What is this--! It wasn't like this a moment ago.
[As if in response to his demand, the feed abruptly switches to video. That sure is a new face, standing there on top of a temple roof. He's not a Cybertronian, that's obvious. He's also very obviously distraught.]
[Though... his design is oddly similar to someone else usually present in the Haven. In fact, they look a lot alike.]
Who did this! Which one of you! Answer me!
[The more he talks, the more agitated he seems to become. Like every word is putting him more and more on edge.]
Someone here has to know. Where is he!
[Instead? It just sounds downright frantic.]
What is this--! It wasn't like this a moment ago.
[As if in response to his demand, the feed abruptly switches to video. That sure is a new face, standing there on top of a temple roof. He's not a Cybertronian, that's obvious. He's also very obviously distraught.]
[Though... his design is oddly similar to someone else usually present in the Haven. In fact, they look a lot alike.]
Who did this! Which one of you! Answer me!
[The more he talks, the more agitated he seems to become. Like every word is putting him more and more on edge.]
Someone here has to know. Where is he!
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[Wing nods, a small smile gracing his face.] Good, it should. And you can always change your mind.
Absolutely, I'd...appreciate it actually.
[Wing moves briefly to make sure the balcony doors are open--he'd already had to hastily abort one habitual attempt to leave by the balcony, something that as a grounder currently would have ended very, very badly.]
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[Never a reason to.]
I'll be there, soon.
[And he will be. Soon as he figures out how to fly... as a jet. Everything else felt the same, as far as movement went. But flight? It's different this way.]
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[Never a chance you mean?]
...thank you.
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[He looks down at himself.]
Flying. That's all I can think of.
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Him.
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[Oh...well.]
He meant a great deal to you. I understand that,
But...
He's your past.... Don't you think that might be preventing you from moving forward?
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Why would it do that?
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Because if you are constantly thinking about your past, about things not currently active in your life...are you actually living your life?
The one that's happening right now?
[He could answer the question more thoroughly, but he'd rather Kagerou make the thought journey to the conclusion on his own if possible.]
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I...
But he's the reason that I have a life at all. Shouldn't... shouldn't I think about him, because of that?
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You can, of course, yes. But if he consumes your thoughts then you aren't really living in the present.
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I wanted him to be something worth living for. Someone worth living for. Doesn't that make it all right? Present or not?
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But your life still needs to be yours. Defined by you. If you're always living in someone else's shadow, you'll never know what you can be when touched by the light.
You need to find a balance. If he means a great deal to you, let his memory inspire you to do new things here.
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[Because he's totally been standing in light while he's here.]
What if... what I want is to define my life by him?