Rung (
rungout) wrote in
re_alignment2012-10-30 07:20 am
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[Video | Prima's Temple]
[With everything that had been going on, Rung's head hadn't stopped aching for days now it seemed. And then there was the white noise, the noise that made it all far worse and it was getting to the point that he could barely focus. Because not only did the ache make it hard to focus, but there was something....calling? It was weird and he couldn't quite figure out if that's what it was.
Overall though, he wasn't about to let anyone else know about his own pain considering what the others were going through, even as he lightly touched his head, rubbing it some as he stared at something out of sight of the camera.]
With everything that has been going on as of late, if anyone is in need of anyone to talk to...my door is always open. I just wanted to make sure that everyone was aware of that, now more than ever.
[Whatever he was looking at off camera is dropped on the desk as Rung rubs his head a bit more, focusing on the camera finally with a solemn look.]
Also whatever..is going on with this white noise everyone is hearing...please be safe everyone.
Overall though, he wasn't about to let anyone else know about his own pain considering what the others were going through, even as he lightly touched his head, rubbing it some as he stared at something out of sight of the camera.]
With everything that has been going on as of late, if anyone is in need of anyone to talk to...my door is always open. I just wanted to make sure that everyone was aware of that, now more than ever.
[Whatever he was looking at off camera is dropped on the desk as Rung rubs his head a bit more, focusing on the camera finally with a solemn look.]
Also whatever..is going on with this white noise everyone is hearing...please be safe everyone.

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[He says it softly, a long moment after she finishes talking, the therapist's optics dim as he plays it all back internally to go over it bit by bit.]
So these hallucinations started while you were trapped inside...is it possible that maybe the infection you unleashed was getting to you in some way?
[He's trying to think of all possibilities so he can work through them one at a time and allow her to confirm or eliminate ones that don't make sense.]
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I don't know. The thing is that I really have no clue. I do know, that I feel... compelled. To write down whatever language it is. And I know it's a language, not just random symbols. It repeats. I. Have episodes? Where I just have to write it. I feel better after, but I'm compelled to write on or with anything I can get to.
It's like a message. In my head. It wants... something. I just. Don't know what. Like instructions.
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[He's got an idea, and it shows in the way his optics flicker some, the therapist looking contemplative.]
Because if you are able to predict when it's going to happen, so to speak, I may have a suggestion for something we could try.
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Yeah?
I'm willing to try anything once.
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[Because he has to wonder if maybe there is a way to get through to her when she's like that, a way to figure out exactly what it is she's seeking.]
Perhaps if someone were there with you, in the room, something new--something you yourself haven't realized yet will come to light.
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[ She looks at her hands for lack of anything better. ]
Maybe. But I don't want to task someone with babysitting me.
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You aren't tasking anyone with anything. I'm offering. Because maybe the key to all of this is you being in that state.
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Oh and uh. I guess since I kinda spilled my guts the rest of the way, Vandal's not my real name. S'just Karrie. Karrie Norton.
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I wouldn't mind, as long as you're alright with the notion. I want to help you in whatever way I can and I think this might be the way to start.
[He's a bit surprised to learn her real name but offers a faint smile, nodding just a touch.]
It's a pleasure to meet you by your real name then, Karrie.
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[ She shudders a bit. ]
Yeah. Sorry for lying. I guess I just have a few trust issues.
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[He's sincere about it, like he usually is, giving Karrie a gentle, albeit, faint smile.]
You don't have to apologize. You wouldn't be the first I've dealt with that has issues with trust.
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Well. Yeah. Thank you.
[ Something about him is definitely soothing. Maybe it's the eyebrows. ]
I guess I'm not used to this. Never needed therapy before...
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[His eyebrows have magical soothing powers. It's the one special ability he does have.]
Everyone needs someone to talk to sometimes. Some sort of therapy in one way or another.