re_alignment | [Voice]

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✘ dead space | vandal

[Voice]

So guys? Uh. Look. Two out of three of you are aware, but.

I guess while there's not some huge disaster going on we could talk about. Stuff?

I kind of have a thing. For all three of you. Surpriiiiise Percy... And uh. Look I know I kinda flipped out last time, but I'm starting to feel better and I'd like to discuss it.

I kinda got into this thinking all of you were an item, but I realized I was mistaken. That. Still doesn't change the fact that I'm really kind of into you all in a big way.

I just wanna know if I'm barking up the wrong tree or... yeah.

And before any of you say it, I don't wanna 'do better'. Can't change how I feel.

God fucking damn I'm so awkward.

I just wanna talk about it, I'm not saying you have to... do anything or make me happy or whatever, I just.

Haha, I guess I don't know what I want. I just want to get it out there, because it's been the elephant in the room for me for a while, you know?

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I must apologize in advance. When it comes to this sort of matter I am less than... adept.

[ He hesitates, then carefully offers her one hand. ]

I also forewarn you that I have never participated in any variety of romantic relationship with another species.

[ She offers hers, placing it in his much larger palm. ]

That's uh. Okay.

Neither have I, honestly.

[ He sighs, shoulders slumping slightly, a little of the tension easing out of his frame. ]

I fear I should have absorbed more of humanities culture while I had the chance. If I behave inappropriately please inform me at once.

[ She can't help the quiet snerk. ]

It's not a test, Perce. I'm in the dark here, too.

Just be yourself.

[ He manages to hazard a small smile. ]

Just being myself seems so astoundingly boring, though.

More like astoundingly cute.

This is an argument I will not win, isn't it?

[ A tiny sigh. ]

May I sit with you for a bit?

Not really, no.

[ A nod. ]

Of course.

[ He flops down on the berth beside her, sagging for a moment before reaching for her and, with just enough warning to avoid hurting her, gathers her up with her blanket and deposits her in his lap. ]

This must have been incredibly stressful.

[ Oh she's plenty happy for that. She curls up and nestles down. ]

Yeah. Yeah it was.

Worth it though.

Drift is being difficult, but that's nothing new. Hung up on me for no friggin reason. Just gotta... not take that personally. Try, try again.

[ She looks distinctly discouraged though. ]

Happy you're here. And you- yeah. Haha. God I feel silly.

[ Perceptor's chin dips, a frown clouding his expression. ]

That may be my fault. I contacted Drift and we... had an exchange. I fear I did nothing more than rile him up.

[ He tentatively curls a hand over her. ]

In attempting to assist I believe I have complicated the issue further.

[ She leans into his touch. ]

Hmm. It's okay...

I'll give him some space and talk to him again about it. See if I can get it sorted.

I guess right now it's better not to pester him.

Apparently Wing and I have damaged his self-esteem.

[ He says this with a certain flat exhaustion, shifting to curl up on the berth, Vandal held snug to his frame. ]

Which is ironic, considering how his behavior is affecting us--or at least me.

[ She shifts up slightly, venturing to plant a nervous kiss on his chin, which is what she can reach. ]

Wing, too? Man am I ever out of the loop... he did sound upset.

What.

What happened between you two...?

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[ Perceptor tilts his head down to return the kiss, his own planted carefully on her forehead. He enjoys the acts of affection, no matter how tentative or small. ]

We were together, once. Then we weren't. When... When you saw us kiss, that day in the junk pile, I thought I was attempting to rekindle something that might still be there. I thought, since he returned it, that he was available. Interested. Later I discovered from an outside source that he was involved with Wing. I began avoiding him out of shame.

And now, here we are.

[ Even just that turns her face red. ]

I'm... so sorry, Perce. I guess this has been really confusing for all of us.

[ She rubs a hand over her face. ]

I wish I could offer you some insight but I'm kinda. In the dark on this.

I believe we all are, to some degree. There has been a consistent trend of lack of communication between all involved parties.

[ He falls silent, but soon his grip on her tightens slightly. ]

May I stay with you, for a while? I can leave if my presence disturbs you, or the medics.

Yeah, so I've noticed. Trying to break that combo here, but it's hard... in this situation.

[ She chuckles, wiggling her fingers into a gap in his side teasingly. ]

Of course you can you goof.

I can only hope that eventually this situation is resolved peacefully and to the satisfaction of all involved.

Thank you.

[ He's relieved, honestly. He'd leave if she asked him to, but he really doesn't want to. ]

Same here...

Gah.

Geez, you'd think I didn't just confess my love for you or something.

[ She chuckles tiredly. ]

[ Oh, well, there go his faceplates heating up. ]

I-I merely do not wish to interfere with your healing process. And... I'm rather slow at easing into things.

[ She smirks. ]

It's fine, Perceptor. Stop worrying for just five seconds.

Mm... It feels like all I've done recently is worry.

[ He carefully smooths his fingers over her hair, trying to ease back into that comfortable zone they'd been in before. ]

Kind of a constant state of being in this place...

[ She sighs and leans into his hand. ]

An unfortunate reality.

I...

[ He hesitates, flustering slightly. ]

I have to ask. Does your interest in us extend beyond the emotional and into the physical?

[ Are you jonesing for a roboning, Karrie. ]

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