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✘ dead space | vandal

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So guys? Uh. Look. Two out of three of you are aware, but.

I guess while there's not some huge disaster going on we could talk about. Stuff?

I kind of have a thing. For all three of you. Surpriiiiise Percy... And uh. Look I know I kinda flipped out last time, but I'm starting to feel better and I'd like to discuss it.

I kinda got into this thinking all of you were an item, but I realized I was mistaken. That. Still doesn't change the fact that I'm really kind of into you all in a big way.

I just wanna know if I'm barking up the wrong tree or... yeah.

And before any of you say it, I don't wanna 'do better'. Can't change how I feel.

God fucking damn I'm so awkward.

I just wanna talk about it, I'm not saying you have to... do anything or make me happy or whatever, I just.

Haha, I guess I don't know what I want. I just want to get it out there, because it's been the elephant in the room for me for a while, you know?

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That response didn't inspire confidence, Wing. [ SASSY LOOK. ]

[ Pause... ]

WING! Jesus, we're not- we're not fucking. Christ! I haven't been laid in eight years but I'm not that fast!

I'll try not to think about it, how's that? [Pleading look.]

[Okay, the reaction lifts his spirits a little.]

I should hope not. [ B| ] Not while on the Link with me. [Unless there's participation involved, which at this point would just be...strange.]

But honestly, at this point I think all I'm going to do is bring awkward into that equation. Give it time.

Fine, fine. Good as it gets I guess.

[ Sigh sighs, pinching the bridge of her nose. ]

Sometimes that's just the way things are.

I've given a lot of time. Who knows when the next great tragedy will come and sweep us all, huh? You guys may have time, but I'm already borrowing it.

[A brief conciliatory smile. It doesn't quite stick, but the effort is there.]

Vandal...

[He can relate. "Don't hesitate" is something he's been saying for a while now. Though it does make him realize something, something he thought was doing good at the time, but now feels selfish.]

I understand. But, you can't force it.

[Or you can, and then wonder later...]

I know.

I guess I don't know what I'm doing. This is my fault.

Who would? This isn't your average undertaking.

And don't be so hard on yourself. You did it out of love, how can that be a bad thing?

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