Karrie (Vandal) Norton (
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re_alignment2013-01-02 05:56 pm
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[Voice]
So guys? Uh. Look. Two out of three of you are aware, but.
I guess while there's not some huge disaster going on we could talk about. Stuff?
I kind of have a thing. For all three of you. Surpriiiiise Percy... And uh. Look I know I kinda flipped out last time, but I'm starting to feel better and I'd like to discuss it.
I kinda got into this thinking all of you were an item, but I realized I was mistaken. That. Still doesn't change the fact that I'm really kind of into you all in a big way.
I just wanna know if I'm barking up the wrong tree or... yeah.
And before any of you say it, I don't wanna 'do better'. Can't change how I feel.
God fucking damn I'm so awkward.
I just wanna talk about it, I'm not saying you have to... do anything or make me happy or whatever, I just.
Haha, I guess I don't know what I want. I just want to get it out there, because it's been the elephant in the room for me for a while, you know?
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[ His voice is little more than a weak, flat sigh. ]
I see.
Then this... Entire thing must seem like a dreadfully idiotic overreaction on my part.
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Well, we can be humbled together if that's the case. You should ask Vandal about my initial response. Ah-haha--[yeeeeah] It's a little embarrassing...
Honestly though, it's understandable given the information you had.
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And really, if you attract people regardless of that, [a smile in his voice again] it means you have something truly genuine to offer.
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I suppose I owe both Drift and you an apology.
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It couldn't hurt. I don't require much to pacify, just simple sincerity.
But...Drift seems rather upset by the whole thing.
[A frown edges into his voice at that. Wing isn't angry at you Perceptor, because he knows better than to judge on what little information he has. And he prefers to be understanding. But he is protective.]
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[ He can't help but be a little pessimistic. Drift and he were never good at talking. Acting was more their thing, but... that seems to be the route of the whole issue here, now. ]
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In time, hopefully that communication will improve. [But not without trying.]