Kagerou | BP-500X (
thxforthememories) wrote in
re_alignment2013-08-29 05:12 pm
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video | post Ultimate Showdown
[Once everything has died down, no pun intended, Kagerou figures he may as well say something. The video feed clicks on to show the bird sitting against a wall in what is more than likely the medbay -- and though he is pretty beaten up, he doesn't appear to actually need to be in the medbay. Nothing is leaking and all his limbs are attached.]
[He stares into the video for a moment or two too long, debating what to actually say.]
... I've made the first arrest of my life. I was... part of a team, today. I felt... as if I had a place.
[He trails off -- this is huge, why don't you look happier, birdbrain?]
But it feels wrong. None of that was anything... [He shakes his head.] ... Maybe a stealth unit isn't made for combat like that.
[His visible optic flicks over to something off-screen.]
Maybe none of us BP units are.
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[PRIVATE TO: KAY FARADAY]
I'm all right. I kept my promise, this time.
[He stares into the video for a moment or two too long, debating what to actually say.]
... I've made the first arrest of my life. I was... part of a team, today. I felt... as if I had a place.
[He trails off -- this is huge, why don't you look happier, birdbrain?]
But it feels wrong. None of that was anything... [He shakes his head.] ... Maybe a stealth unit isn't made for combat like that.
[His visible optic flicks over to something off-screen.]
Maybe none of us BP units are.
[It ends there. Except...]
[PRIVATE TO: KAY FARADAY]
I'm all right. I kept my promise, this time.

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I should know that by now, you would think. After being here so long.
... Has it happened to you, too?
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Not quite, no.
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I would say that you were lucky, but. "Not Quite" doesn't mean no, does it?
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Fitting in is... difficult. Figuring stuff out is hard. You might find that things that made sense before... don't. But mostly, I've just seen it happen to other people.
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At least there's that, I guess.
Is action okay? If not I'll change it
Or maybe you are all a bunch of idiots who tried to take down a decepticon who can destroy a whole planet single handedly. But who I am to judge the Police Force's decisions, hm?
that's fine~
Don't. Call those who gave their lives idiots.
Ty!
What were you thinking, though? You are going to leave the Police Force?
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When did I say I was doing that?
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That's how your announcement sounded like, you giving up.
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I'm REALLY proud of you.
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i wanted to come back to you
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sorry im totnly not crying
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im at the medbay
one of the others needs to be baby sit
do you need to come ?
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Just really happy you're okay.
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I did accept it.
It just didn't feel... real. Until we left.
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Well get used to it, okay? I don't want to keep saying 'Yeah, really'.
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It would be easier if things... if things came out differently.
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War...
Is what we were built to prevent.
[He finds it hard to come into the room, after having taken two dead officers to the temples.]
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[... who probably passed out drooling and asleep a long time ago, like he should have.]
Then... what are we even trying to do here? With this police force?
Trying to be like these soldiers?
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Wish I had a good answer.
[He stays in the doorway for now, just watching PJ.]
Back on earth, I saw what happened when robots like us were programmed for war. They hurt us, for fun. They killed Deckerd.
If we keep on this path, that may become our fate.
Except...
If we do not keep on this path, then even more people may die.
How do we chose?
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[Silence, for a few moments.]
Do you think that it's fun? Causing pain? Hurting living things?
[His voice is quiet, but steady. Calm mask firmly in place, despite everything.]
[... because for a little while, he'd had something worth holding onto, in this place. Something he'd wanted.]
Did you find it fun, hearing them cry out... when they died?
[Letting it slip away isn't an option anymore.]
Did it truly... make your heart content?
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