Deckard {BP-001} (
thankyou4myheart) wrote in
re_alignment2014-01-29 06:20 am
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[Video] Latter half locked to Braves
[After his recent conversation with Kagerou, Deckard went looking for Drill Boy again. After all, there's not been anything he can do about the virus running around except avoid catching it. Though he HAS been on-call if anyone needs him. He made sure to tell people he was going out and to call him. In the meantime, he's searched all over Haven. He's searched all along the edges of the wastelands and even into them a little. Nothing. He came back to HQ for fuel and . . . can't help but be sure that he's found his answer.]
[It's not the one he wanted, though it's the one he knew deep in his heart was the truth.]
[The video comes on to him sitting at his desk with a monkey in his arms. He's opened his Link and...it still takes him a second to completely gather himself and manage to speak.]
Drill Boy . . . he's . . . I-I think he's . . .
[With a sudden scowl and shake of his head, he darts a hand forward to his Link and the video cuts. H-he can't.]
[Sorry . . . this is his first time losing someone. And it's one of his own. He can't help feeling that he's failed his team somehow, even though rationally he knows - he's been told - that this just happens sometimes and that there's nothing he could have done.]
[Several minutes later, there's a LOCKED video to McCrane, Power Joe, and Kagerou. He's regathered himself . . . though McCrane especially might notice that he looks a little too close, emotionally, to places he's been before. The look on his face is...a little on the hard side.He has really poor coping mechanisms for darker emotions like grief and abandonment.]
Brave Police, sound in.
...please.
[It's not the one he wanted, though it's the one he knew deep in his heart was the truth.]
[The video comes on to him sitting at his desk with a monkey in his arms. He's opened his Link and...it still takes him a second to completely gather himself and manage to speak.]
Drill Boy . . . he's . . . I-I think he's . . .
[With a sudden scowl and shake of his head, he darts a hand forward to his Link and the video cuts. H-he can't.]
[Sorry . . . this is his first time losing someone. And it's one of his own. He can't help feeling that he's failed his team somehow, even though rationally he knows - he's been told - that this just happens sometimes and that there's nothing he could have done.]
[Several minutes later, there's a LOCKED video to McCrane, Power Joe, and Kagerou. He's regathered himself . . . though McCrane especially might notice that he looks a little too close, emotionally, to places he's been before. The look on his face is...a little on the hard side.
Brave Police, sound in.
...please.

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I see. It must be pleasant.
[Another reason is…it's just never occurred to him. He's still not used to having a "life" outside of his work. He and his had been governed by the board of directors of the Tokyo police. They generally hadn't had time –or been allowed –to just go off anywhere they wanted or whenever they felt like it. And Deckard had never been to a library before –he'd not have been able to fit into one! In fact, the only books he used to read were the rare ones that Saejima had printed for them, paying a special printing company to produce them at a size he and the others could physically handle.]
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[Deckard you need to enjoy yourself, books are a wonderful thing for a start. Blurr uses them both for entertainment AND work.] Come over, we can try to find a book that suits you.
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…thank you. I'd like that. [small grin] You can show me what you mean by stasis pods and space bridges, maybe? [Since he has NO idea what either of those could possibly be.]
You're there now? I'll be there shortly.
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I am but I can wait. Take your time, I have the books to keep me company.
[ooc: Do you mind if we assume the rest? I'm a bit flooded.]
GDIT replied to the wrong email notif again...orz...
Great. I'll see you soon.
((ooc: Sure thing! o7 <3 ))
pff it's okay, it happens ♥