[Video]

[vandalization]

[So this entry is tagged 'party progress', but when the video comes on it's very obviously not.

Everyone know that strange "guy" with the modulated voice always wearing the suit? Well, say hello to Vandal. She's not wearing the suit today. No helmet, no courier text. Turns out she's just your typical female human. But she's... not looking so good.]

Someone I-

Please. I don't feel right... I ca...

[Behind her, appears to be her little home, partially painted normally, but the paint job trails off into clusters of complex glyphs and symbols. The center looks like two pillars, spiraling up to two points, twisted like a helix.

Vandal is shaking, face coated in a fine layer of sweat.]

I'm turning into one of those things, I need to stop it I need to-

[Her hand is lifted. Sure does look like a normal hand, but she holds it out as though it were some grotesque limb.]

It's starting already! Please god- it won't go away this time! Someone please.

I need to cut it off before it spreads!

[Someone is obviously hallucinating.]

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[vandalization]

I can't tell-

I can't tell anymore. What's real. Or if I'm there... Maybe I've been dying this whole time.

[raceme]

No no you aren't dying it's just..I dontrelalyknow but I'm sure we WILL figure ti out quickly or we can ask the Firstforged for help.

[vandalization]

What if you're not real...

[raceme]

[What does he say to that? How can one probe existence?]

W-why shouldn't' I BE?

[vandalization]

What if I'm dying and every last one of you is just my brain's last attempt to comfort me?

[raceme]

It doesn't sounds like we are very comforting visions I AM CERTAIN that this is not the case Vandal Ah..What if you try to think about what would make you happy?

[vandalization]

I always wanted a robot friend when I was a little kid fuck I can't think at all.

What would make me happy? If I was fucking normal.

[raceme]

[That is really cute, even if this whole situation is quite bizarre.]A blue one with a pointy head...? No no _{keep talking} to me please.

You seem pretty normal to me.

[vandalization]

Yeah... why not. Came up with all sorts of stuff when I was little.

Come on. That is bullshit and you know it.

[raceme]

I was never really little to being with so I can't tell how being a child is like NOT the way humans can.

No _{I meant it} and I'm bad at lying.

[vandalization]

Yeah I...

There's a lot wrong with me.

[raceme]

There's a lot wrong with everyone Vandal MY RACE has been fighting for so long that in some universes we even killed our home planet and we are nothing more than a dying race scattered all over the universe.

NO ONE'S perfect.

I ^could give you a list _{of all my flaws}. IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER But I don't want to bore you to death.

WOW WAY TO NOT SEE THIS SELF 8(

[vandalization]

So I guess I fit right in here...

IT'S OKAY :3 I never mind late tags

[raceme]

We like you vandal and we care for you.

;u; /scoops you up

[vandalization]

I-

Thank you, Blurr.

/Hooooooold

[raceme]

I meant it.

Even if it's just to listen or to give you a ride we are here.

Youarewelcome.

[vandalization]

You're a good friend.

[raceme]

[Blurr smiles softly.]

Do you ^{want me to} come over _{once the doctors} are done and keep you company?

[vandalization]

I'd like that...

[raceme]

Then I will.

I could play you music to make you feel more _{at home} I recorded songs from the radio when I was in Earth.