[Voice | Location Untraceable] Regrets collect like old friends...~

[raceme]

I DON'T remember everything that happened that last week and the things I remember..those aren't very nice but...

[The voice that speaks is clearly Blurr's. He sounds like his usual self again, but his voice is quiet, occasionally punctuated by long pauses, as if he's not sure how to continue.]

..I know I found a page. ONE of Trion's apparently and I...drew a few things that..._{I..I didn't knew this was going to happen and} ...and Wing and Ratchet… that was my fault too I drew them and they went insane.. like I did and I am the one to blame for that _and the bombs...[Blurr was trying to keep some composure, but his efforts are a lost cause.]

I-I'll take responsibility and accept the punishment you might deem necessary for the offenses but THEY weren't themselves and all this mess was only my fault..I...


...I'm sorry.

[The comm link cuts abruptly.]

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[sword_redemption]

I'm sorry. [Soundwave and Starscream have been tagteaming him in the interim.]

I'm sorry to have yelled at you. I had no right. You didn't hurt me, after all. You don't need to apologize to me. I have no right to put myself into it in the first place.

[He was drawing her happy, Blurr, not twisted and evil.]

[raceme]

No no it's fine..I understand...I know I deserve it....[Blurr can't really blame Drift, honestly. He knows all this is his fault.]

[Details. The thing is, we both thought it was just that, drawings.]

[sword_redemption]

Actions have consequences we often don't intend. You didn't mean any of it to happen.

But instead of apologizing over voice, you need to visit those you really hurt, Wing, Ratchet, First Aid, and you need to talk to them. And it's up to them to forgive you or not.

[raceme]

[Another long silence.]

I will do that I only HOPE they would like to to talk to me.

[sword_redemption]

That's their decision to make. Not yours to make for them.

[raceme]

...

Do you know where I can find WING please?

[sword_redemption]

No. I don't. [He's not lying. If he sounds short it's because he feels left out, too.]

[raceme]

A-ah... okay sorry. [Sadly, Blurr can't tell.] I willbotheryounomore.

[sword_redemption]

[Drift frowns. Because he has no idea where Wing is, either. So much for whatever was between them, right? ]

I hope you find him.

And Blurr. The next time you want to imagine what it's like to be evil.

Ask me.

[raceme]

[Blurr is sorry that you two are having problem, he knows he's the one to blame for that.]

I will ^{let you} know if I do.

Whatdoyoumean?

[sword_redemption]

No. If Wing doesn't want to see me, I'm not going to force anything.

[It's a different dynamic, than you and Wing.]

I mean I've been it. Not some play stupid fantasy. I've been everything you imagined.

[raceme]

B-but..why he wouldn't want to see you?

[Blurr is not sure he likes how this conversation is going on. Not like he enjoyed it before.] You mean you was...?

[sword_redemption]

It's...personal. [He doesn't feel comfortable thinking about it, much less trying to talk about it.]

I was a Decepticon. One even other Decepticons were afraid of. [He shrugs. It was a long time ago.]

[raceme]

AhokaysorryIasked.

[Blurr is silent for a few minutes this time.]

And what changed?

god i am so sorry this is so late ;-;

[sword_redemption]

Not your fault. I should be able to talk to him. [A shrug.]

Wing. Wing changed everything.

Ppff god so I am, somehow I missed this reply /fail

[raceme]

Might I ask how?