[Voice | Location Untraceable] Regrets collect like old friends...~

[raceme]

I DON'T remember everything that happened that last week and the things I remember..those aren't very nice but...

[The voice that speaks is clearly Blurr's. He sounds like his usual self again, but his voice is quiet, occasionally punctuated by long pauses, as if he's not sure how to continue.]

..I know I found a page. ONE of Trion's apparently and I...drew a few things that..._{I..I didn't knew this was going to happen and} ...and Wing and Ratchet… that was my fault too I drew them and they went insane.. like I did and I am the one to blame for that _and the bombs...[Blurr was trying to keep some composure, but his efforts are a lost cause.]

I-I'll take responsibility and accept the punishment you might deem necessary for the offenses but THEY weren't themselves and all this mess was only my fault..I...


...I'm sorry.

[The comm link cuts abruptly.]

Comments

[video]

[sword_redemption]

[Drift would not be this upset if it had been anyone else but Wing.]

What were you thinking? Why would you draw Wing at all? Much less....insane? Like that?

[video]

[inferiordude]

Back off. Right now.

AUDIO; locked

[inferiordude]

Blurr.

...You okay with talkin' for a bit?

[Video]

[tearsofsteel]

You were efficient, I'll give you that.

[Yeah thanks for blowing him up.]

Voice; encrypted

[ex_dishonestly997]

[he's not very good at emotions, especially ones that he has to commit to record.]

Hey, Blue.

Can we talk in person?

[video]

[ex_dishonestly997]

Don't you have more constructive things to be doing.

[Video]

[kingofthetvworld]

You didn't follow the plan at all, did you?!

[He was going to bring you snacks, man. SNACKS.]

[permavoice.]

[raceme]

[Blurr is silent for a few seconds, startled by the yelling.]

I ..thought it was just a normal piece of paper..I was only doodling things...

AUDIO; locked

[raceme]

[Actually, no, he's not. He would like to offline himself and forget this last week existed. Or last month.

Alas, Blurr can't never get what he wants.] ...I..if you WANT...

[video]

[sword_redemption]

Or what?

[video]

[sword_redemption]

Than getting answers about why someone would hurt the only--

No. The answer's no.

AUDIO; locked

[inferiordude]

I want to.

...I'm sorry. About what I did to you. You don't have to forgive me, okay? I don't know how much was me and how much... wasn't. But I know I'd never share-- never. Not that, not with anyone.

An' I know you'd never do something like that either.

It won't be easy t'forgive yourself, but I hope you will eventually.

An' I will be around if you need me.

[video]

[inferiordude]

Don't try this with me, dude. I'm all for pacifism, but I'm this close to pacifisting your face.

[permavoice.]

[sword_redemption]

Doodling Wing being evil. And Ratchet [Oh yeah him too.]

Why? Why would you even think that? Why would you fantasize about the kindest, gentlest, most honorable mech here being...like that?

permavoice

[raceme]

[ALSJKHALKSJHAKSJASAS

A-albert you had to say that.]

...ImsorryImsorryIdidntmeanImreallysorry....

[video]

[ex_dishonestly997]

He didn't know. And you're just being petty. And there are other people who could use your help. Like Vandal.

Jackaft.

Voice; encrypted

[raceme]

[Blurr hadn't planet to babble so much in the post, he got a bit overwhelmed just thinking about what he's done those last days.]

That might not be a good idea Starscream...I'm not very good company right NOW.

[video]

[sword_redemption]

Try it. You've hurt Wing, too. Why not just take it out on me, instead.

I can take it. I deserve it.

Wing doesn't. Any of it.

[video]

[sword_redemption]

Think what you want. All I know is the best mech here is fraggin' devastated by this little...what? Prank?

[Video]

[tearsofsteel]

Didn't mean what? Using my past to toy with me? Or putting shrapnel bigger than my head in my chest? Betraying my trust?

[Albert stop being such an asshole, but he feels justified in it.]

[video]

[inferiordude]

I didn't hurt him on purpose. 'Sides, that's between me an' him an' that's a low blow, Drift. Thought you were above that scrap.

No. He doesn't. An' I guess it's sweet that yer protecting him but you're not helping. At all. This obviously ain't a thing you're gonna understand.

Voice; encrypted

[ex_dishonestly997]

It's okay, I get it. [inadvisably specific] I know what happened between you and Soundwave, he told me.

...look, can I do anything for you? I don't think it's the greatest idea for you to be alone right now.

[video]

[ex_dishonestly997]

You think Wing would approve of this approach?

Re: [video]

[sword_redemption]

Not when it's Wing that keeps getting hurt.

He's...he's all I have. And I lost him already through my own thoughtlessness, my own stupidity. I can't--I don't want it to happen again.

AUDIO;

[engrishdetective]

I think considering this is a Firstforged problem, we'll be pretty accommodating.