Blurr (
raceme) wrote in
re_alignment2012-09-21 01:34 am
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[Voice | Location Untraceable] Regrets collect like old friends...~
I DON'T remember everything that happened that last week and the things I remember..those aren't very nice but...
[The voice that speaks is clearly Blurr's. He sounds like his usual self again, but his voice is quiet, occasionally punctuated by long pauses, as if he's not sure how to continue.]
..I know I found a page. ONE of Trion's apparently and I...drew a few things that...I..I didn't knew this was going to happen and ...and Wing and Ratchet… that was my fault too I drew them and they went insane.. like I did and I am the one to blame for that and the bombs...[Blurr was trying to keep some composure, but his efforts are a lost cause.]
I-I'll take responsibility and accept the punishment you might deem necessary for the offenses but THEY weren't themselves and all this mess was only my fault..I...
...I'm sorry.
[The comm link cuts abruptly.]
[The voice that speaks is clearly Blurr's. He sounds like his usual self again, but his voice is quiet, occasionally punctuated by long pauses, as if he's not sure how to continue.]
..I know I found a page. ONE of Trion's apparently and I...drew a few things that...I..I didn't knew this was going to happen and ...and Wing and Ratchet… that was my fault too I drew them and they went insane.. like I did and I am the one to blame for that and the bombs...[Blurr was trying to keep some composure, but his efforts are a lost cause.]
I-I'll take responsibility and accept the punishment you might deem necessary for the offenses but THEY weren't themselves and all this mess was only my fault..I...
...I'm sorry.
[The comm link cuts abruptly.]

[video] now with encryption flavor
I talk to Wing, but I've never really... asked. I didn't think I had for awhile. Maybe that's my mistake. I dunno.
[Soundwave pauses, and he lowers his head.] I think I get it. A little bit.
Yeah. That's enough.
Look, let me... let me explain, then. I wasn't doin' that, and-- I was screwin' up on my side by just saying somethin' cruel like you wouldn't get it.
[Soundwave makes a point to, ah. Gently encrypt this conversation now.]
I was in a city called Axiom Nexus for awhile. It was there a Megatron released a virus. It was based on my polarity, and it caused everyone else to become the exact opposite of who they really are. Like Wing. H-heh, this is the second Ratchet that's gotten affected and, um. Yeah. Anyway.
It was because of that virus that many of my friends were affected. I was-- some bad things happened. I blamed the wrong people for all of that. I did a lot of stupid things as a result.
I'm sorry I didn't explain better before. But I just... I don't want it become that again, if. That makes any sense.
[video/encrypted]
Wing probably has better things to talk about than what I did to him.
[He hopes.]
[He falls silent, listening to the story, and then nods. Yeah, he gets it.]
I wasn't going to do anything. I just wanted to understand why. Because well... Megatron is Megatron. But Blurr [He shakes his head. Blurr is not Megatron.]
[video/encrypted]
Heh, Wing usually has somethin' nice to say. About almost anything. I don't see him focusin' on the negative.
[He exhales.] ...I'm sorry. For reacting like I did. I just... I don't blame Blurr. I can't.
[video/encrypted]
[A sort of twisted grin. Were they really going to argue about who was worse?]
Probably why he doesn't talk about it. Nothing very 'nice' in what happened on Theophany.
[Maybe, maybe Wing was trying to protect him by not telling anyone of his past. ]
I don't blame him. For the bombs, anything. I just want to know why he'd even think like that.