Karrie (Vandal) Norton (
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re_alignment2013-01-02 05:56 pm
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[Voice]
So guys? Uh. Look. Two out of three of you are aware, but.
I guess while there's not some huge disaster going on we could talk about. Stuff?
I kind of have a thing. For all three of you. Surpriiiiise Percy... And uh. Look I know I kinda flipped out last time, but I'm starting to feel better and I'd like to discuss it.
I kinda got into this thinking all of you were an item, but I realized I was mistaken. That. Still doesn't change the fact that I'm really kind of into you all in a big way.
I just wanna know if I'm barking up the wrong tree or... yeah.
And before any of you say it, I don't wanna 'do better'. Can't change how I feel.
God fucking damn I'm so awkward.
I just wanna talk about it, I'm not saying you have to... do anything or make me happy or whatever, I just.
Haha, I guess I don't know what I want. I just want to get it out there, because it's been the elephant in the room for me for a while, you know?
[Video]
And thank you, I prefer that you do. You guys are sometimes the only things that keep me going.
Don't balem yourself, Wing. Too much of that going around.
[ A nod. ]
Do what you need to do, okay? I've got Percy here. I'll be okay.
[Video]
I--Aaah...ha. Okay. [Except he can't. Because this is his fault in the deepest and most binding of senses. If he'd not failed, if he'd not died...this would never have been an issue and Drift would have his own Great Sword.]
I will, thank you for understanding. ...ah. [Ooohh.] Why don't you ping me later, when you want me to come by? [You know, when it's safe?]
[Video]
[ Pause... ]
WING! Jesus, we're not- we're not fucking. Christ! I haven't been laid in eight years but I'm not that fast!
[Video]
[Okay, the reaction lifts his spirits a little.]
I should hope not. [ B| ] Not while on the Link with me. [Unless there's participation involved, which at this point would just be...strange.]
But honestly, at this point I think all I'm going to do is bring awkward into that equation. Give it time.
[Video]
[ Sigh sighs, pinching the bridge of her nose. ]
Sometimes that's just the way things are.
I've given a lot of time. Who knows when the next great tragedy will come and sweep us all, huh? You guys may have time, but I'm already borrowing it.
[Video]
Vandal...
[He can relate. "Don't hesitate" is something he's been saying for a while now. Though it does make him realize something, something he thought was doing good at the time, but now feels selfish.]
I understand. But, you can't force it.
[Or you can, and then wonder later...]
[Video]
I guess I don't know what I'm doing. This is my fault.
[Video]
And don't be so hard on yourself. You did it out of love, how can that be a bad thing?