Kagerou | BP-500X (
thxforthememories) wrote in
re_alignment2013-11-16 01:56 am
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[For a long moment, when the feed clicks on... there's nothing. Only static. Did the manic-seeming BP start fidgeting with his Link again?]
[Then, abruptly:]
I'm sorry.
[The words are soft, choked. They're rough around the edges, as if edged by jagged points. If he were human, he'd have sounded like he'd been crying.]
[Despite the tone, the plea, it's clear the old Kagerou is back in the driver's seat again.]
I'm --
I'm so sorry.
[ click ]
[Then, abruptly:]
I'm sorry.
[The words are soft, choked. They're rough around the edges, as if edged by jagged points. If he were human, he'd have sounded like he'd been crying.]
[Despite the tone, the plea, it's clear the old Kagerou is back in the driver's seat again.]
I'm --
I'm so sorry.
[ click ]

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I'll come back. I'll come to you.
[That's literally all it took.]
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I'm here, in our room.
[And even after all this, she feels a bit relieved.
Dad's back.]
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[He'll hang up then. In favor of just. Coming home.]
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A blanket wrapped around her, watching the door as if it'd disappear if she took her eyes off it. Teabags scatter the area around her, as if she needed some kind of caffeine.
Sleep wasn't as easy as she'd like to admit.]
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[This...]
[This is awful. And it's all his fault.]
[He hovers here still, staring awkwardly, wanting to apologize, and not knowing how.]
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Even now.
So when he enters, she has to keep herself from bolting towards him, letting him be the first to react.
Those ares are huge though, hopeful.]
You're back to normal? You're okay?
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[Has he really damaged everything beyond repair...? Has he... lost her?]
Yes. It's me.
[The words are soft, strained, and cracking around the edges. He looks more like a kicked puppy than a big, powerful robot ninja right now.]
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Followed by soft crying.
There's no words to describe how happy she is right now.]
Welcome home.
[She was too tired to fight. And why should she?]
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[He stands there, stunned, for a beat or two too long, as the realization slides over him. As the feel of her weight presses against his ankle.]
Kay.
[It's almost a cry.]
[His legs seem to give out, and he's hunkered down to her level, hands cupped around her, before he even finishes speaking her name. It's all right. It's going to be all right.]
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She didn't want to close that part of herself again.
And it wasn't his fault, either.]
Can you ground your dad? I think you should be grounded.
[It's said between sniffles, giving a few choked laughs to go with it.]
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[He'll do anything she wants him to. At this moment, he would do literally anything for her. Anything he can to make this right.]
[She is his entire world. Everything that matters to him here.]
[He scoops her up, holds her to his chest, protectively, gently, just like always. If he could cry, he would.]
I just... I want to be make sure you're all right. I want to keep you safe again...
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And that was all that mattered.]
I am now.
Don't be sad, okay?
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[He keeps her supported, going still, so as not to harm her.]
Then you can't either.
All right?
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I'm better now.
Dad's home.
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[He's bowed over her, the words making him tremble with some emotion he can't name.]
I promised.
I promised I wouldn't leave you.
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You didn't
You didn't leave, you were just out of the house for awhile.
[Mentally and physically.]
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[It's worth more than anything else in this world.]
[He nods, with utmost care, still keeping her close, as if putting her down would cause her to change her mind.]
I won't ever leave you.
I'll always come back. I promise. I promise you.
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[But the caffeine starts to wear off, her eyes slowly drooping down as she leans against him.]
Can we...sleep? I'm suddenly really tired...
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[For forgiving him. For caring for him. For giving him purpose again.]
[He finally moves, when she sags in his hold, stepping quietly over to set her on the beanbag chair. But his hand doesn't move away from her. It hovers, while he literally curls around the beanbag.]
I'll be here.
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[It's said half asleep as she sinks into that beanbag, only falling more into it the longer she sits there.]
G...night.
[And she's out.]
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[Even when she sleeps, and he nods off too, draped around and over her. Guarding her.]
[It's his purpose now, isn't it?]