audio;

[thxforthememories]

[For a long moment, when the feed clicks on... there's nothing. Only static. Did the manic-seeming BP start fidgeting with his Link again?]

[Then, abruptly:]

I'm sorry.

[The words are soft, choked. They're rough around the edges, as if edged by jagged points. If he were human, he'd have sounded like he'd been crying.]

[Despite the tone, the plea, it's clear the old Kagerou is back in the driver's seat again.]

I'm --

I'm so sorry.

[ click ]

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[kungfugeek]

...



[He hears it. And he wants to be mad at him. He wants to punch Kagerou in the face. He'd told himself this.

So why can't he?]

You idiot.

[But it's...sort of relieved.]

audio;

[thxforthememories]

I know.

[It's amazing how quickly he latches onto that. He doesn't argue, doesn't defend himself.]

[He seizes on those words like they're going to help him make sense of all this madness.]

I know. I'm sorry.

audio;

[kungfugeek]

[In a way, that makes it worse. He's used to arguing. Arguing made things less awkward.

It was easier than Kagerou just..accepting it.


Even if he was right.]

You're getting me new paint, yannow that?

audio;

[littlecrowgirl]

[It's not long after Kagerou clicks the feed then a soft voice answers.]

You're back?

audio;

[thxforthememories]

[He can only stare for a minute, looking at the little flashing light -- the message light. A new tremor enters his voice when he answers...]

Kay.

I...

[What does he say that he hasn't already said. Is there even anything? To make this right?]

audio;

[littlecrowgirl]

[She bites her lip. This pillar was affecting everyone right? Should she really be mad at him? She wasn't, honestly. Even when he had spoken to her, she was just...upset.]


Are you coming home?

[That's her only question, really.]

audio;

[constituent]

You must be feeling better then.

[ Obviously she's not going to video, nope. She's still mad. Irrationally mad. Not at him, at what happened. But she'll get over it, she's sure. ]

audio;

[thxforthememories]

[Something in his voice hitches, hearing that. There's a weird sense of failure when he hears her.]

[If he had breath, his would have shuddered.]

I... am.

[His voice is very small.]

audio;

[constituent]

Good.

[ She's quiet for a moment. She's being pretty harsh on the guy. Deep breath in, deep breath out. ]

Apology accepted. Don't beat yourself up over it.

[audio]

[im_wavin]

[Here's a familiar voice. Guess who's back from the dead now. He doesn't remember much about the whole personality switching event, since he was dead, but he does remember that Kagerou was acting strange.]

U back now?

[audio]

[thxforthememories]

[He nods, at first, before belatedly realizing Ravage can't see him.]

[His voice comes out soft and strained.]

I'm... I'm back...

I'm so sorry.

[audio]

[im_wavin]

U're back so it's totes okay! U didn't mean it.

[Video]

[notyourblueangel]

You're that police-bot.

[It comes out kind of a growl, but . . . a /tame/ one compared to what it could be. His reaction is to be fragged off, he /wants/ to be . . . but letting himself would require acknowledging that you and that other you are related, and to do THAT he'd have to admit the same of himself, and he's staunchly REFUSING to lay any claim on that broken, whimpery excuse for a Seeker.]

. . .

Don't think we've ever properly met. I'm Thundercracker.

[Forget the previous encounter and start over?]

[audio]

[thxforthememories]

[He keeps the video off. Honestly, where he's got himself wedged up into is somewhere he's better off keeping secret.]

[Everyone needs a safe retreat, right?]

...

All right.

[Kagerou that is not how you socialize. And he'd probably make more of an effort if he weren't reeling from the previous events.]

[Video]

[thankyou4myheart]

Kagerou...

[RELIEF . . . and still worried. Because.]

Where are you? I'll come to you.

[He needs to see for himself. And no, he's not giving a choice - he's afraid you won't let him if he does...]

audio;

[thxforthememories]

[The audio feed remains, no video appearing in answer. There's shame and fear and... his mind is just plain spinning.]

[He doesn't want anyone to see him right now.]

... somewhere secure.

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[raceme]

Kagerou, where are you? [He's glad to heard that you are your old self. He also sound really worried.]

locked audio

[thxforthememories]

Somewhere secure.

I... It's safe.

[audiooooooo]

[cec_engineer]

Are yo-

[he cuts himself off. that question didn't go down well last time]

...You're safe, right?

[audio]

[thxforthememories]

... yes.

[He legitimately has no idea what to say to that. He just sort of trails off, letting the word hang awkwardly.]

[Video]

[tearsofsteel]

[Here's a neutral party in this equation.]

What for?

audio

[thxforthememories]

Everything.

Everything I said... did.

All of it.

[mccrane]

Kagerou.

[He wants to ask where the other bot is...he wants to accept the apology, and say it isn't necessary...but those are things that are difficult in even this situation.]

Tell me what I can do to help. I will do it.

1/2

[thxforthememories]

[Silence.]

[Utter silence.]

[He doesn't even know how to start apologizing here. How does he begin... can he even begin?]

[There are several hesitant sounds before he falls quiet once more.]

locked; text

[thxforthememories]

[So he opts for the easy way out. To hide behind text.]

i dont know how anyone can help

ssh

i need him here maybe that would help something

i dont know