Starscream [ Shattered Glass ] (
loyalflier) wrote in
re_alignment2014-04-06 03:00 pm
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voice; dated to 4/7
I am painfully reminded why trips like last night are not worth it the following day... Why anyone thinks that is a way to really solve problems is beyond me.
[ voice sounds rough. likely going out with Kagerou had not been the best of ideas... who would have thought, right? no plans on leaving his room today. nope. ]
My processor feels like it is splitting apart... Apologies if I snap at anyone who knocks on that door.
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Apologizing in case I did something stupid. Can't remember at the moment.
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You have my full permission to stop me next time. Hoping there won't be a next time.
[ voice sounds rough. likely going out with Kagerou had not been the best of ideas... who would have thought, right? no plans on leaving his room today. nope. ]
My processor feels like it is splitting apart... Apologies if I snap at anyone who knocks on that door.
[ private to Kagerou ]
Apologizing in case I did something stupid. Can't remember at the moment.
[ private to Blurr ]
You have my full permission to stop me next time. Hoping there won't be a next time.

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Do I have permission?
[At least he's keeping his voice down.]
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if he could curl up and turn away, he would. but that requires so much effort at the moment. ]
Not if you look at me like that.
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I'll take that as a 'yes'.
[But . . . he's not without compassion.]
Here, this might help.
[He dims the lights and closes the curtain on the window...well, most of the way
claustrophobia's a bitchenough to cut the light into the room quite a bit. Then he'll come back over with a small cube of energon. Don't worry, it's normal grade.]Here, you don't want to let your tanks get low. Being quiet will help too. Just try to rest for about a joor or two, and you should start feeling better.
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[ might sort of be refusing that cube at the moment. but the dimmed lighting helps. at least it doesn't feel like someone is trying to hammer his helm into Oblivion...
but Starscream is acting a little petulant. so sue him. ]
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Not surprising. Your systems got a little too used to the high grade, I think. Come on.
[For all his seeming nonchalance, he's pretty gentle as he gets an arm and shoulder under Starscream to help him sit up a bit and drink.]
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Even if he didn't actually want to talk to Starscream because he had no idea what to say and inbetween focusing on his targets and obliterating them (or just hitting them with the rifle) Cliffjumper was thoroughly embarrassed over what had happened over the past days.
As well as confused.]
What happened? You fraggin' better be okay.
[Which might explain why he was outright snapping at Starscream and a second away from just turning the Link off in the middle of speaking.]
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it's making his processor hurt more. ]
I'm fine... Just too much high grade, I think.
[ which is telling. Starscream doesn't DO that sort of thing... but Starscream winces, ready for being berated for being dumb. ]
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Fragging--- [Groaning, Cliffjumper slumps back. Well, at least there was nothing worse even if that had been stupid. But that's Starscream's preorgative and now that he knows the mech is all right, he... has no idea what to do now.
He shouldn't have checked in. He should've made Blurr do it and then ask him if Starscream was okay.]
That's... er. Great. That you ain't actually hurt or anything.
[If the situation was normal he'd probably be sniggering over Starscream having gotten himself overcharged enough his processor was still aching with it. Right now, though... right now he feels stupid and has no idea if he should apologise for having behaved like an idiot while affected by what might have been some strange energon or just snarl and turn off.
Which means he just ends up staring at the link, scowling in silence.]
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[ thought what he is sorry about is pretty darn vague. it could be about making CJ worried. Starscream doesn't like doing that...
or maybe it's about the pink energon. Starscream is so confused by the whole ordeal and knows that it's not easy for Cliffjumper either - especially since Blurr's stunt with the library. he doesn't want things to be hard on the little red guy. ]
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[Even if that sounded like a good idea, somehow. But he'd gone for letting loose with his rifle and cannon instead.]
Starscream... I'm--- I mean. [His engine stutters, and Cliffjumper hisses. He doesn't know what he was about to say, or what to say.
He feels stupid, he can't think about the last few days without squirming in embarrassment and... maybe... some circuits warming at the remembered kisses and that just... doesn't fragging belong here! How was he supposed to face Starscream with that knowledge?]
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And how are you fairing?
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I expected it. So I'm not going to complain.
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I had forgotten what it feels like.
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Very bad.
But it was worth it to stop thinking.
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