voice; dated to 4/7

[loyalflier]

I am painfully reminded why trips like last night are not worth it the following day... Why anyone thinks that is a way to really solve problems is beyond me.

[ voice sounds rough. likely going out with Kagerou had not been the best of ideas... who would have thought, right? no plans on leaving his room today. nope. ]

My processor feels like it is splitting apart... Apologies if I snap at anyone who knocks on that door.


[ private to Kagerou ]

Apologizing in case I did something stupid. Can't remember at the moment.


[ private to Blurr ]

You have my full permission to stop me next time. Hoping there won't be a next time.

Comments

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[thxforthememories]

You didn't do anything wrong.

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[loyalflier]

Good.

And how are you fairing?

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[thxforthememories]

Miserable.

I expected it. So I'm not going to complain.

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[loyalflier]

Understandable.

I had forgotten what it feels like.

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[thxforthememories]

It feels bad.

Very bad.

But it was worth it to stop thinking.

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[loyalflier]

Yes, yes it was worth it for a few minutes.

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[thxforthememories]

Did you figure anything out?

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[loyalflier]

No.

He seems about as awkward about it as me.

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[thxforthememories]

Is he talking to you, at least?

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[loyalflier]

Only out of concern, I think.

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[thxforthememories]

That's better than not speaking.

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[loyalflier]

Shadowmaru will come around, Kagerou.

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[thxforthememories]

I hope you're right.

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[loyalflier]

You've been his companion all his life. I doubt that I'm wrong.

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[thxforthememories]

... Not all his life.

[WHOOPS HI THERE SUDDEN GUILT.]

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[loyalflier]

Kagerou?

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[thxforthememories]

Yes?

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[loyalflier]

Are you all right?

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[thxforthememories]

Aside from the headache, you mean?

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[loyalflier]

Naturally, yes.

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[thxforthememories]

I'm not hurt.

Just... worried.

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[loyalflier]

You didn't do anything wrong.

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[thxforthememories]

I wish I were still intoxicated enough to believe you.

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[loyalflier]

I think you should anyway. You're a good sort.

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[thxforthememories]

If I were 'good', this wouldn't have happened. I'm sure of it.