Karrie (Vandal) Norton (
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re_alignment2013-01-02 05:56 pm
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[Voice]
So guys? Uh. Look. Two out of three of you are aware, but.
I guess while there's not some huge disaster going on we could talk about. Stuff?
I kind of have a thing. For all three of you. Surpriiiiise Percy... And uh. Look I know I kinda flipped out last time, but I'm starting to feel better and I'd like to discuss it.
I kinda got into this thinking all of you were an item, but I realized I was mistaken. That. Still doesn't change the fact that I'm really kind of into you all in a big way.
I just wanna know if I'm barking up the wrong tree or... yeah.
And before any of you say it, I don't wanna 'do better'. Can't change how I feel.
God fucking damn I'm so awkward.
I just wanna talk about it, I'm not saying you have to... do anything or make me happy or whatever, I just.
Haha, I guess I don't know what I want. I just want to get it out there, because it's been the elephant in the room for me for a while, you know?
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There's nothing to mention.
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You don't have to talk about anything that happened before our relationship Drift. I trust you.
But I would like to understand...?
: [Audio]
[He frowns.]
I kissed him. That's all. It was apparently a bad idea.
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Not a bad idea on its own, but maybe from a certain perspective? Who feels that way?
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Apparently it was. Perceptor blames me for not telling him about you.
We weren't even together back then. Otherwise I wouldn't have. Because of you.
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Does he know that? That we weren't together yet?
I know. And I thank you for that.
You know you can come talk to me if you ever wanted to right? With him, or Vandal. [Or anyone else.]
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[That time never happened. Unless you count tonight.]
He thinks we were. He never asked. I guess he thought he was staying out of the way but...[A frustrated sigh.]
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[Oh my, the picture that's starting to form is a little bit tragic.]
I'll talk to him too, so he knows I bear him no ill will.
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I'd rather you didn't. Just let it die.
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It's about all of us really. Vandal's right, the more we can come together and be supportive of each other, the better. Things here aren't going to get any easier. We can at least all be friends.
Drift, please, I'd rather close wounds than let them fester for that reason.
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We should respect that.
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I won't force you Drift, but it saddens me that you'd loose a friend over this.
I don't want to force him either. But we can at least open the door, make an opportunity.
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There's no real reason. Besides, if it comes to it, he should have Vandal. I've taken enough from him. I think the less damage I do the better.
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At the very least though, regarding the part that concerns myself, I have a right to clear the air yes? Can you fault me for trying to...?
[He just wants to do right by everyone, finding a happy medium though, is a trick.]
[A soft sigh.] What is it you've taken?
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[He doesn't see it.]
Apparently, I've made him unhappy. You'll have to ask him. [Since he can tell you will anyway, regardless of what Drift wants.] It's not mine to tell.
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[Considering if Wing weren't in it, there'd be no issue.]
Do you mean that?
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Do what you're going to do.
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I just don't want there to be awkwardness between me and someone I barely know.
[He rubs a hand over his face.]
Drift there's one other thing...
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No, Wing, there's nothing else to talk about. You're tired. You get so 'frustrated' talking to me.
[He shrugs, hating the idea that he's some sort of fragile child they have to walk on eggshells around. ] Go be with Vandal.
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Drift, no. Please tell me why this bothers you.
[But then he stops at the abrupt turn of the conversation.]
[If this is Drift's way of proving the point, he's doing a fine job of it.]
Well, I was going to offer an apology, but. Perhaps you should let me know what's on your mind first? [In case he needs to make an addendumn.]
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[Maybe their frames of reference really are too different. Maybe Wing's just never been publicly humiliated by people he loves before. Drift doesn't know.]
There's nothing you need to apologize for.
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I don't want to embarrass you Drift, no. It's a simple miscommunication. I--unless there's more to it? [A pleading look. He just wants to understand so he can make things right for all parties and avoid more suffering.]
We're talking about more than just Perceptor now aren't we?
Is this about Vandal and I?
[It certainly doesn't seem that way, Drift is clearly upset, but the accusations are cryptic and Wing knows better than to offer apologies without knowing the source: they just come off as desperate and insincere.]
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